I spent my evening with Chinu at Orchid today. We had nice yummy dinner and a lil to drink 
Every moment with her is so special. Though i dont like admitting this but i do like the way she holds the cigarette ..mind u only the way she holds it though !! Not the smoking bit ! :-/ She does it in style 
Oooo lala
I hope it was a better evening though. I know at a point she was hurt too and i also know i will undo all hurt coz she will just so see how much I love her and that i am true to her. The only moment i so eagerly wait for in life is meeting chinu . Its the most beautiful feeling and im so happy that i am fortunate to be happy. Its amazing to be in her presence. She makes me feel so worthwhile like i’ve never been made to feel before. And it equally is amazing to love her . She is so adorable that love is the only possibility !And i hate it when I have to leave her and go back home ! The most painful part. Take me home with you Chinu ! Ok let me not sulk now !
My day starts with seeing her and the days i know she wont pick me up to drop me at work is terrible . She’s busy tomorrow and I understand nothing much can be done.. but it is hard not to be sad about it na . A morning which does not have her in it is a morning I would never look forward too. But yea if I want to make it easier on myself then I will wait for the morning to come and go by soon so that I can get to see her at night hopefully. Huh.. LOVE !! Beautiful..but equally painful isn’t it??? But a pain one would happily want to go through …why wont I atleast…when i know at the other end of all this anguish is loads of happiness !! Happiness is Chinu !!
